OK I would like to say a few things. Just being honest here. If you are reading this, Ty for letting me say a few things. Here go. PLEASE DONT BE OFFENDED!
I was so encouraged by all the things you said to me yesterday.
First I was pissed, lol
"Flatiron" -- I was real proud of only smoking 2 cigs the day before. Mad at the suggestion that they should be my last.
"Wayne" why make myself accountable? thought who do you think you are...
"Bessie Bee" I am so scared to have to admit that I might fail at this.
I thought all those hard things and I am so sorry. I was in such a bad mood yesterday. I am telling you all this, so you know how much I appreciated what you said. You said the right things. You made me think. I AM SO GREATFUL, THANKYOU!!!!!! Needed some words to chew on.
thanks to David L, and Steve S. all who gave words of encouragement. So please forgive me for thinking bad of you all for a stupid addict moment. lol
Here is what I did. I chose my date. today first day of spring. although i have not had a cig since 5:pm yesterday. I figured my gift to myself was choosing this day. "figured i had that right"
Thank you so very much for being there for a stranger. Thanks again. Hope you all forgive my mean thoughts.